LOVE GAME :love the game;love is game

love can be a game

we love the game

we enjoy the game

may be we don't know there are many rules in this game

and also we create the rules by own self

but we understand one thing ,

we responsible for giving each other happiness.

the game we loved

the game we hated

always will make us so vexed

but we willing to learn how to enjoy in this mess game

today I'm learning how to put down the mess game ...

I'm giving up

then ...

i feel pain...

i feel hurt ...

i feel sad...

i wanna to cry...

but I'm i act like nothing

a word cant describe my feeling

before this, i never know is that hard for me to put down you...

now i just know how height putting you at my hart,

when i want to forget everything ...why your smile always appear at my mind

just make me wanna to cry at that moment...

time ....the only one can help me recover

love game

Lady Gaga tell us how to play...

we play the game

but

not the person

Ready for a new lifestyle

They already was the past...

Quite a sudden, my life will change .I want to change ,i need to learn somethings .

This month was a amazing month ,many things had happen at me.

unhappy??

not really....

just learn something about life..

I decided to leave here ,sungai petani. Cos i need to see more things .The world was so big ,so many thing i never see,never learn .So this is time for me to pick up my bag, and step out to for a new distant .Many of my friend so will ask me why, what i can say is i don't want to wast my time at here any more .Anyway i will miss you all....really...

I feel working at L&F was very fun but also very bored...i also did something wrong ,that i need to say sorry to my boss .i will quiet my job after this august. Hope you can find someone batter then me .Honestly i already lost my confident with this shop , with this boss.I scare , I'm worried .....cos business already drop...so ,what can i do ....run lo...

haha!!!

Where can i go?

I really dont know yet,still thinking ,still waiting .i need seaport from my friend...sometime...i quite alone here .Everything i have to face it by myself .

A Legend

He is a Star , he is a Legend ,he is the king of Pop

We will always remember you,Micheal Jackson
Michael Jackson The child star turned king of Pop who set the wold dancing but whose musical genius was overshadowed by a bizarre lifestyle and sex scandals, has died. He was 50



He was pronounced dead at 2.26pm(5.21am Malaysia time) after arriving at a Los Angeles hospital in full cardiac arrest said Fred corral of the Los Angeles county coroner's office.The cause of death was not known.His brother Jermaine Said Jackson was taken ill at home and his personal physician failed to resuscitate him.



His lifetime record sales were believed to have topped 750 million and ,with his13 grammy awards and boundary-breaking music videos, he was one of the most successful entertainers in music history.

He is not my idol actually,just i feel that the world losing one amazing entertainer.His move was totally amazing ,that was crazy .How can a human dance it so perfectly .What i can say is, nobody can replace him,the king of Pop .

LOVE & FREEDOM

A perfect LOVE, sure can feel the FREEDOM inside.

mean what.....

i also don't know ....

Hahaha!!

is a cafe .

my working place.

i cant find any love inside

also can't see any freedom inside...

but ..

you can find some food at here...

let me create some fine dish for you...

wahaha!!!


when i heard some customer praise my food was very nice , i will feel very satisfied!!haha!
that is what a chef always want to hear.You know i already got a few frequent customer ,1 week i can see them 4 day ,and always come to try my food!!! I would like to say thanks to you all ya!!

Workers..

tata my ''ji mui''!!
let me introduce to you all,on the left leh is Lee Sze and then is Wei Nie.that lee sze leh look very young but actually very old edi so i always call her aunty !!!haha!!And then that very pretty wei nie leh ,wah really very pretty ,just pretty only lo ,bo liao lo.hoho!!


I got a good assistant at my kitchen...He was very hardworking and very obedient !He help me so much and i believe one day he will become a great chef ,someone like me....hahaha!!the said things is he told me that he will work untill and of this july only.sad~~umm uum~~
Ohya he also expert at computer.oh god, really ''ren bu ke mao xiang'' .he help me to upgrade my notebook , and now my windows xp look like vista edi!!cool!!!love it!

i will miss you de fizi

A Girl

that day i had been shocked by a girl!!oh god ,can be crazy you know!!

she dint do anything at me.I'm just very surprise that she suddenly appear in front of me!!I really shocked at that moment !!

who is she?? err.....just a girl.an amazing girl.....for me!!!haha!

Long time dint meet her already and she still look so pretty.when i saw her, i still very nerves ,what a big surprise !!we chat about half hour then she went back home already and told me if she got time will come here to try my food .

i will waiting for you.....haha!!

she is the only one ,that i willing to draw.You know ,i wont simply draw people portrait de!!
but ...ok la ...already the past... woh woh !!suddenly become so down...lol..

haha!!





Busy Day

i'm singing birthday song for baby leh...

nor that baby birthday lo...

i got a function at 20June .a birthday party .quite busy at that night,cos my secondary school's friends come to find me.one of them got 4 year dint meet edi!! really happy to meet you all.i will go back alor star to see you all again de!!!

Dish Of The Month:

This dish is for someone who request for my creation!!

'''' Potato fish with kiwi sauce .'''''

That was a fish and roll with ham and cheese then topping with crush potato.

Another is french been fried with xo egg and roll with tempura prawn

lee sze was tasted my food and just say.......good...

^o^


~End~

UNCOUNTABLE

I'm wandering what is my future ,what am I doing and what i have already done ..... It's every question have their own answer ? Sometime i ask myself a question ,but i cant answer it at all. Is really that i cant answer or i dint want answer it. May be i just avoid from that question, may be I'm not dare to face that answer ,and just may be that question really dint have an answer at all.

I really miss her?
a bit....
or not..
or i already forget her..

Every time when i facing some problem ,a perplexity matter ,i will lose my confidence, then i have no longer to face it ...gradually i abandon to myself .Is time for me to learn how to heat up confidence ,learn how to be a man .Because the following time of my life ,sure will got more and more matter for me to face it.Even sometime we lose the war ,but we have to learn something from what we lose.Not murmur at how we lose.

talk ,will be very easy ,but when the things happen ,I really don't know how to face it .When a person involve with the problem always won't be that sober.That's is what life always so uncountable

Surperising Birthday

wishing me will become not so fat anymore........haha!!!



The new invention"Shusi Cake"

Ya ,it was a birthday, 9of june..

That was not me !!was my little sis birthday!!

That day i'm quite busy to prepare all the things!!Doing the birthday card and birthday cake.Before this my sis dosen't know i decided to attend her birthday party.Because she think's that im working ,so she dosen't call me to join her party also.


After i buy all the ingredients that what i'm going to use for the ''shusi cake''!!! (yes that was a cake make by sushi....haha!!that was me ,like to created something new somthing incredible!)

Then i went to ying house to done the cake and card..from the begin ,me and ying were busy to making the card, then at her house still got one more person i forget to introduce : jia li. i always saying that she dint have any supply for our planing!!haha!!
And she always asking me "wat can i help you".... She was so cute !!,how ever she dint got many idea ,but she had help us a lot already!!hihi!!
The fruit shusi also was my new invention!!It was frist time i made it ...quite success la actually!!the ingredients got:strawberry , kiwi, apple , orange ,cherry tomato,egg and so on..but i feel that the kiwi quite sour lo..

I finish all the things at 9 o'clock ,then after help those 'lady' set up their hair we were rushing to summer le,because the leading person of that day quite angry ,because she watting us quite a long time already...

Ying went into summer frist because my sis dint know that me ,jia li and xin yi got attend her party...after we ask for the waitress there to turn off the light ,then holding the cake ,singing the birthday song and walk to the table there.

This was the splendid part when we saw my sis was shocked face!!haha she keep asking us ''u all not already say cant attend de meh...why....''haha!! what a surperis!! before this she was so angry de,but now edi happy till dont know what can say le !!haha!!

That day still got one more things was we dint predicted.The matter happen because of me sit beside ying cos we want take photo.Then ying received a massage from his bf(he working at summer) and ask ying that who are u sitting with !!she was so scare with this massage and then her bf called she go to meet him!!

that moment my mind keep saying that what a guy can jealous untill like that!!omg.....what i can say to that guy is .....he still a little boy...the whole party become so cheerless just because of that matter!! I really wanna to ask that guy ''do you know that you are saboteur and dint feel bashful at all?''

we anded the party just because of that silly matter...then i fetch ying and my sis back home .The funny's thing is we decide to chet-chat at ying's house.haha!!already midnight le...but we still not willing to go back ,coz really got so many thing to chat o!!!because of this photo ,something unbelievable happen...lol..Ying,dont you be my girlfriend ma and then you sure will got many freedom le lo..haha!!!

nah ,beside me is ying then jia li(the person who always very noisy)but she had bring us many laughter

i got a new hair style that day...but many people say me like ''a wong"...

Black And White Gathering

cool leh....haha

my off day .....Black And White Gathering

After a week of work ,must need a good rest !!So i went out with my "young sister" (not really my sis)and some friends.we all go to Butterworth for watch movie ,. That was a great movie ,full of booming,so cool!!!
Oyah,before we watch movie we take a lunch frist .from the start ,we went to 600cc restaurant frist...after we read all the manu,we found that there was quite expansive...so we run out and take another choice ...it was quite digraced when we run out from there...-_-''

unbelievable we desieded to take our lunch at Bread History!!haha!!since just the dread ,but we was so enjoyed !

After the movie we go to Pacific because one of my friend want go to hair saloon .I just know that pacific was hard to find a hair saloon!!!ohhh.....after we searching all the mall, about 20minit,just found out 2 hair saloon only!!

Then ,this was a favorite part of that day!

At the mall there had a even about a selebrity propagate her music album.Actually im not recongnize that selebrity at all!!the host there called me go up the stage for playing some game .Hornestly im very welling to go up the stage!haha!!

they want me to be a model and did cat walk at the stage!!oh my god ,im so excited coz i always dreaming to be a model .Now can say that my dream comes true already!haha!the host had say me im got a talent to be a model,and told me can go to try!!After that they give us a bag of Body Glove souvenir.

bread meal.... how to eat wor...

our dinner place

be a starts...my model souvenirour dinner...at chinese tea house

Tired Life

so free at my little kitchen

a little kitchen....

What a tired month haiz....every day wake up at 1030 then 1130 start work untill midnight around 0100 .....what kind of this work !!! just like ''mangkalai '' leh.....pai mia..

haha!!! at the small kitchen ,with the finite space ,that was the worst kitchen that i had working before...my god...i hate that place ever...still dint have any assistant to help me...but at here i wanna to say thank you to my boss's young brother "Ah Siang". He had help me so much at my lonely kitchen.he is my temporary kitchen helpero!!thanks ya bro..haha!! o yah still got one more person i need to say thank you....that is my boss's mom!!she help me to clean up all the dirty plate along this time .Actually she also helping his son's shop la....haha!!

You know i still can online,watch movie at the small litter kitchen !!haha!!what a lazy chef...hehe!!sometime have to entertain myself de ma...if not how to work so many hour!!?today was a bad day,becaus i had broke down so many plate...i hate what i did ..sorry ya boss....that also not i want de..
Actually when im angry at the kitchen all the stuff there was very scare me include my boss...i'm easily get furious at the kitchen ,coz there was quite hot ,and so narrow ...how can people perssit !!!
Lastly ..i falt so grieved when i started this job...that because i lose a friendship...he was my best best friend ..before...he had work with me at kitchen only half day ...then he told boss he dont want work as chef already ...haiz .what is the reason he quiet ...i also not so sure just can feel that he dont like to work with me lo...what can i do..after that i dint contect with him any more ...dont know why i feel so disappointed with this friend along this time